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Monday, June 6, 2011, 7:44 PM
Cut.
I've had my times of feeling down and depressed. We all have.
But what if you suspected that someone you love was feeling this way, and doing terrible things to themselves to 'make them feel good'?
I don't know how I didn't see it before. I've had a glimpse at the scars, yet made nothing of it. I didn't want to scare you with the way I would react. The image got pushed to the back of my mind until now, now that it's all making sense to me.
What can I do about it? I feel so helpless. I feel terrible, knowing there is a problem yet I am too weak to do a thing about it. How can I be so selfish to cry? I sit here, shaking with worry for her, when she's the one hurting with the blade in her hands.
Maybe because it's hurting me too.
I want to tell her that I know. I get it now. All the times I ask her "are you okay?"; the sadness in her eyes whilst everyone is so cheerful; the scars; it all adds up. I just want to help her and let her know I'm here.