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Monday, December 5, 2011, 11:01 AM
Since the start of 2011 I have
Gotten a new piercing.Dyed my hair. Ended a relationship. Started a new relationship. Been on a long a car journey. Passed an exam. Met someone who’s now an important part of my life. Cried on someone’s shoulder. Had a massive fight with a boyfriend. Recieved flowers. Had a Valentine. Written a letter using pen and paper. Gone to see a therapist. Been prescribed medication by a doctor. Read a really good book. Gone to the zoo. Spent too much money on unnecessary things. Travelled by train. Cried over a member of the opposite sex. Spent a day out in the sun getting a tan. Slammed a door out of frustration. Had an anxiety attack. Babysat for a friend’s child. Had a BBQ. Gone to the fair. Gone bowling. Seen a film at the cinema in 3D. Gone on a date. Been the only sober one on a night out. Helped someone home after they’d had too much to drink. Stayed up all night. Talked on the phone for over two hours. Supported someone who’d recieved bad news. Watched some kind of live sporting event. Read an entire book in one day. Bought a DVD the day it was released. Eaten McDonald’s more than four times in a single week. Cried as a result of exam stress. Met some incredible new people. Gone to several great parties. Fallen backwards off a chair. Broken my glasses. Worn a watch for the first time in years. Cried over someone in my past. Spent hours aimlessly browsing the internet. Thrown up Cried over a film. Gone out of my way to avoid an ex-boyfriend. Fought with someone in public. Monday, June 6, 2011, 7:44 PM
Cut.
I've had my times of feeling down and depressed. We all have. But what if you suspected that someone you love was feeling this way, and doing terrible things to themselves to 'make them feel good'? I don't know how I didn't see it before. I've had a glimpse at the scars, yet made nothing of it. I didn't want to scare you with the way I would react. The image got pushed to the back of my mind until now, now that it's all making sense to me. What can I do about it? I feel so helpless. I feel terrible, knowing there is a problem yet I am too weak to do a thing about it. How can I be so selfish to cry? I sit here, shaking with worry for her, when she's the one hurting with the blade in her hands. Maybe because it's hurting me too. I want to tell her that I know. I get it now. All the times I ask her "are you okay?"; the sadness in her eyes whilst everyone is so cheerful; the scars; it all adds up. I just want to help her and let her know I'm here. Monday, April 25, 2011, 6:57 PM
Sorry.
It looks like I have been neglecting this blog, yet again. Perhaps I'll attend to this one a little more often, even if nobody reads this. It's just nice to write something without being judged, even though rarely anybody reads my posts on tumblr anyway.So to kick things off (again) here are some ideas on what I want to do with my hair (although I probably never will at this point in time). I may just play it safe with a very dark, near-black brown. Well, I wouldn't dye all of my hair this colour; I would end up looking like Rihanna (my skin colour is like the girl in the first image). It looks really nice though. I like how the purple blends rather nicely with the black and is not too 'out there'. I would really like to do this, but my school would bite my head off. I may just wait for the end of the year to do this. Sunday, October 24, 2010, 5:12 PM
A Whole New World.
Don't you dare close your eyes. Wednesday, September 15, 2010, 10:06 PM
Reblog.
I am a user and I love it. I am able to (to some degree) express myself as well as find funny, pretty, cute or interesting posts of all sorts. But one thing that really ticks me off is when people complain about people who "reblog" a lot. Yeah sure, it's a so-called blog, but people can do whatever they please with it. I myself have a mixture of both my own personal writings and reblogs of pretty or humorous photographs. If you want to view posts made purely by the owner of the blog then take a step away from Tumblr and read posts from a proper blog. Why do you think they made the reblog option available on Tumblr? Stop attacking people for it! The ironic thing is that people who do place these attacks are the ones who claim "I don't post to impress" blah blah blah bullcrap because they clearly worry about what people will think if they are careful not to reblog too much. These people don't post to impress either so just shut up and leave them the hell alone please. |